I know I didn't write for a while (like 5 days or something), but I was kind of busy with school and stuff. So that's what I did the last 5 days. Nothing interesting to tell actually about that...

And again I wondered about things in live. This time it was about personal problems. Sometimes when nothing goes right or nothing goes the way you want it to go, it feels like your world is tearing down. I guess everybody knows that feeling.

When we have personal problems, everything is bigger than it seems. Everybody is mean, everybody sucks, nobody cares ect. ect. You start to get angry at your friend and family. But they (maybe) don't know what's really going on in your life. It may be more than they think and they start to think: "what the fuck did I do wrong?"

That's why I think it's good to talk to people about the things that bother you. Because if you have a break down, they know it's not falling out of the sky.

Most people with a personal problem, take things you say in a different way that you mean it. For instant: today there was a 'friend' of mine, and he had a problem that made him feel sad. So I asked "what's going on?". Maybe I could help him, you know? But unfortunally he didn't say what was bothering him. He got really mad at me (for other reasons too, but that wasn't the issue at that moment). That made me feel like shit, because I thought I was doing the right thing. Maybe not huh?

Now I was the person who thought: "what the fuck did I do wrong?". That's the shitty thing here (what I mentioned before). The people with personal problems take things in a different (negative) way. And you can get a fight or something. Conclusion: that sucks

Things on your mind

Bye,

Ing